I don’t know why anybody keeps me around. There are people in this world who are actually crazy enough to like me. Why is that? Seriously, if I met me I would punch me in the face. I think I do a really shitty job of being a person. I have so many issues and I’m not a good friend and I’m lazy and lame and ugh. So I have this theory that these people don’t really like me, they just keep me in their lives because they’re humoring me. I always have a thought in the back of my mind that says I don’t deserve people. I guess I’ll never really trust anyone in that respect.
Posted on Sunday, 3 June
Tagged as: Maybe it's because I was such an ugly obnoxious preteen Trust Trust issues Social anxiety Self esteem Depression Self image Life of MurrBeth